RIP Diane Keaton, Who Played Charming Potheads on Film

UPDATE: CA Governor Gavin Newsom issued a statement, saying: “Diane Keaton was a true Californian. She was a self-described oddball, uniquely stylish, deeply creative, funny, and an acting legend who could steal the screen in comic and dramatic roles alike. She was in a class all her own, an icon."

Art: Alejandro Mogollo

The sad news hit today that Diane Keaton, who won an Oscar in 1977 for playing a charmingly ditzy pothead in Annie Hall (1977),  has died at age 79. 

Keaton, whose last name at birth was Hall, was doubtlessly an inspiration for her character in the film, which also picked up Oscars for Best Director (Woody Allen), Best Writing and Best Picture. 

The original title was Anhedonia, meaning the inability to experience pleasure. Allen's character suffers from the condition until he meets Annie, who with all of her fumbling and self-consciousness is a beautiful vessel of pleasure.

Alvy tells Annie that her whole body is an erogenous zone, and soon it is revealed that she insists on smoking pot before they make love. When Alvy objects, comparing it to a comic getting a laugh too easily, Annie tells him if he'd only smoke with her, he wouldn't have to see a therapist. Cinemablend ranked her at #6 as only woman on their list of top 10 movie potheads on the strength of her performance.  

Keaton also smokes pot on film (in a bathtub, pictured) in 1982's Shoot the Moon. In 2005, she appeared as the cancer-stricken matriarch of The Family Stone, in which she takes "special" medicinal brownies, and Luke Wilson helps the uptight Sarah Jessica Parker to loosen up with a bit of the holy herb.

To my knowledge Keaton didn't talk about using pot herself; asked by Variety whether she'd ever taken magic mushrooms as her character in Mack & Rita (2002) did, she responded that she "missed out" on that, and preferred wine with ice in it. 

Keaton grew up in Orange County, California, where—as Woody Allen joked upon presenting her with the American Film Institute Lifetime Achievement Award in 2017—"if you helped a blind person across the street, they accused you of socialism." She made her way to New York City and appeared in the original cast of "Hair" on Broadway in 1968, singing the song, "Black Boys are Delicious." The following year she was nominated for a Tony Award for her role in "Play It Again, Sam," a role she reprised on film. 

Among her amazing portrayals in her long and varied film career were roles in "The Godfather" films, "Looking for Mr. Goodbar" (1977), and "Reds" (1981) (opposite her boyfriend Warren Beatty). In 1984, she played a woman who becomes involved with a Palestinian activist in "Little Drummer Boy," and the wife of a prison warden who helps two prisoners escape in "Mrs. Soffel." In 1987's "Baby Boom," she played a businesswoman who unexpectedly becomes the caretaker to a baby girl. Keaton never married or bore children; she adopted two children in her 50s. 

Keaton in "The Family Stone" (2005)

She still looked great in "Something's Gotta Give" (2003) in which a much-younger doctor played by Keanu Reeves falls in love with her, as does Jack Nicholson, whose character was dating her daughter. She was hilarious as Harrison Ford's newscaster nemesis in "Morning Glory" (2010) and opposite a crotchety Michael Douglas in "And So It Goes" (2014). And she was spotted sporting a "Dope" hat just after wrapping her 2019 film "Poms," in which a group of grandmas take up cheerleading.  

“The brilliant, beautiful, extraordinary Diane Keaton has died. I cannot tell you how unbearably sad this makes me,” Bette Midler, Keaton's co-star (with Goldie Hawn) in "The First Wives Club" wrote. “She was hilarious, a complete original, and completely without guile, or any of the competitiveness one would have expected from such a star."

"Diane, we aren’t ready to lose you," Hawn wrote. "You’ve left us with a trail of fairy dust, filled with particles of light and memories beyond imagination." 

Cynthia Nixon posted a tribute, too, writing, “When I was a kid, Diane Keaton was my absolute idol. I loved her acting. I loved her vibe. I loved her everything. Starting with when I was 12, I tried to dress like her. I wore my hair long. I sported men’s hats and vests and (even though my eyes were fine) I wore bookish glasses because I thought they made me look more like her.” Nixon praised ‘Then Again’ Keaton's "stunningly honest" autobiography which not only tells her own story but "contrasts it fascinatingly with her mother’s life." 

Keaton produced the 2003 Gus Van Sant drama Elephant about a school shooting, was on the board of the LA Conservancy to save historic buildings, and renovated several homes, including one she sold to Madonna for $6.5 million. She opposed plastic surgery, telling More magazine in 2004, "I'm stuck in this idea that I need to be authentic... My face needs to look the way I feel." From 2006, she was the face of L'Oréal skin care.

As well as a second memoir, Brother and Sister (2004), and a book about aging titled, Let's Just Say It Wasn't Pretty (2014), she published several collections of her photographs, and served as an editor on collections of architectural photography. In her 2024 book Fashion First she "amusingly revisits and reflects on some of her favorite and not-so-favorite fashion moments over the decades, from childhood homemade outfits to red carpet ensembles and street style experiments she tried from the 1960s until today." 

Keaton directed the 1987 film, Heaven. Let's hope that's where she is tonight. 

Kamala Harris Address Cannabis, and Joe Rogan, in Her Book "107 Days"

Kamala Harris's new book "107 Days" about her presidential campaign says of her time as District Attorney of San Francisco:

"I was one of the first elected progressive district attorneys, looking for ways to keep nonviolent offenders out of jail rather than put them in it. I didn’t seek jail time for simple marijuana offenses. My Back on Track initiative, connecting offenders with services and jobs, and also taking care of their mental health by doing things like hooking them up with counseling and gym memberships, worked so well it became a model for other jurisdictions. It is true that prosecution rates for violent crime increased on my watch. If you rape a woman, molest a child, or take a life, consequences should be serious and swift. I don’t apologize for that."

Cannabis comes up only one other time in her book, discussing negotiations to be interviewed by Joe Rogan on his podcast. "I wanted to go on Joe Rogan’s podcast on October 25. He chose Trump instead," she recounts.

"I wasn’t in the weeds on any of it. I left that up to my staff," Harris writes. "They’d suggested topics that might interest Rogan’s audience, such as cannabis, social media censorship, and crypto. Rogan’s team said they just wanted to discuss the economy, immigration, and abortion. Again, I was fine with that."

She continued, "Even though most of my team thought doing the interview at all was a gamble, and others bluntly argued it was a bad idea, I really wanted to do it. One podcast was not going to win or lose the election. But Rogan’s audience was young and male. I wanted to reach those guys who might not otherwise hear from me."

According to the book, Rogan insisted the interview happen in Austin, Texas, and Harris's team suggested an interview on October 25, the day of a rally for reproductive rights she was speaking at in Houston. Told that date was a personal day for Rogan, another date and time could not be agreed upon. Instead, on October 22, "we learned that Rogan was spending his 'personal day' interviewing Donald Trump." 

"On the eve of the election, Rogan endorsed Trump," Harris recalls. "Since then, he has lied on his show, claiming we pushed for tight topic restrictions. He even claimed that the very topics we had suggested [like cannabis] were ones we’d refused to discuss."

As reported by Marijuana Moment, on the episode of Rogan's podcast where he addressed the Harris interview controversy, comedian Adrienne Iapalucci asked Rogan why the then-vice president wasn't on the podcast and wouldn’t want to talk about marijuana....The campaign’s contention, Rogan said, was “because of her prosecuting record” in California. “She put a lot of people in jail for weed—1,500 apparently,” Rogan said of her time as SF DA. 

Marijuana Moment reached out to Rogan’s team for comment, but a representative was not immediately available. The article points out that Trump clobbered Harris on her marijuana prosecutorial record with his usual hyperbolic "facts" during the campaign, and hasn't lived up to his campaign promises to be better.  

As a California senator, Harris sponsored the MORE Act (Marijuana Opportunity, Reinvestment and Expungement Act) to legalize cannabis at the federal level. During her 2019 Presidential campaign, she said on The Breakfast Club radio talk show she was “absolutely in favor of legalizing marijuana,” harkening to her half-Jamaican heritage and citing the mass incarceration resulting from cannabis prohibition, particularly of young black men. And she admitted she smoked weed when she was in college. When asked if she might start smoking again, she replied, “I think it gives a lot of people joy, and we need more joy in the world.” Read more.

Just before the 2024 election, Harris reaffirmed her vow to federally legalize marijuana if elected and ensure that there are opportunities for “all Americans to succeed in this new industry.”

Trump and the UK's Cannabis Connections: Shakespeare, Kipling and Orwell, plus King Charles and Princess Kate

In what must have reminded the Brits of Billy Bob Thornton's portrayal of the US President in "Love, Actually," Donald Trump made his second state visit to the UK, where he embarrassingly read a speech that praised British authors Shakespeare, Dickens, Tolkien, Lewis, Orwell, and Kipling. "Incredible people," he ad-libbed after reading the list. 

At least three of those authors have possible cannabis connections, as do King Charles and Princess Kate. 

Clay pipe fragments excavated from Shakespeare's Stratford-upon-Avon home were found in 2001 to contain small amounts of cocaine and myristic acid - a hallucinogenic derived from plants, including nutmeg. In Sonnet #76, he wrote that a "noted weed" inspired his creativity. His father dealt in contraband sheep's wool. 

Rudyard Kipling was given "a stiff dose of chlorodyne" to treat a bout of dysentary in 1884 at the age of 18. This mixture of opium, tincture of cannabis, and chloroform "hit him with the force of a revelation. In modern parlance, it 'blew his mind,'" writes a biographer. A character in Kipling's novel Kim, says, "News is not meant to be thrown about like dung-cakes, but used sparingly - like bhang." 

George Owell tried "kiff" in Morocco in 1938, with little effect, he wrote in his diary. Presciently, 1984 was the year Nancy Reagan Just Said No (although Kitty Kelly says she may not have).

The supreme irony in Trump praising Orwell while plastering his own Big Brother-like image on government buildings in DC and censoring Jimmy Kimmel was not lost on some. The New York Times in their "Flashback" history quiz question linking to their story on Kimmel mentions "Operation Script Approval" whereby in 1998, the White House demanded script approval of popular TV shows in order to promote its anti-drug messages, which might be the last time the government took such a direct hand in censorship. 

That same year (1998), then-Prince Charles surprised a Multiple Sclerosis sufferer by suggesting she try medical marijuana. According to Karen Drake, 36, "He said he had heard it was the best thing for relief from MS." In 2000, he visited Trench Town, Jamaica, and donned a red, yellow and green Rastafarian knit hat with false dreadlocks presented to him by Tokin' Woman Rita Marley. In 2005, Charles and Camilla visited the San Francisco area, spending a Saturday morning at the farmers' market in Point Reyes Station in Marin County, followed by lunch in hippie haven Bolinas with local farmers.

Princess Kate Middleton's great great great great grandmother Harriet Martineau, considered the first female sociologist, traveled to the Middle East where she enjoyed the chibouque and witnessed Arab women in a harem blowing smoke from one into the faces of the Jewesses, since they were obliged by their religion not to smoke on the Sabbath. A cross-cultural experience of the type we could use more of today.

My most-read blog post here is a plea to allow the Princess to use cannabis during pregnancy to treat her hyperemesis gravidarum, causing severe morning sickness. Kate has just battled cancer, and one hopes that if she required cannabis to treat nausea during her treatments, she was able to use it. Trump called her "radiant" and gallantly tried to help scoot her chair under the banquet table. But he's no gentleman: their meeting happened on the anniversary of Trump defending the paparazzo who photographed her sunbathing topless. Kirk, on the other hand, did write to his opponent Van Jones suggesting they have a gentlemanly debate just before he was killed.

I hadn't realized until I started this post that in "Love, Actually," the US President inappropriately kisses a young woman on the UK Prime Minister's staff. Today, protesters projected images of Trump with Jeffrey Epstein onto the walls of Windsor castle for the President's visit, which happened a week after the UK's ambassador to the US was fired when it was discovered he contributed to Epstein's birthday book. 

High-lights of the Smithsonian "Entertainment Nation" Exhibit and Report from DC and Mt. Vernon

The “Entertainment Nation” exhibit at the Smithsonian American History Museum in Washington, DC, highlights several Tokin' Women and men, and other sheroes and heroes. It opens with a pair of ruby slippers worn by Judy Garland as Dorothy in "The Wizard of Oz," and the guide told us the exhibit was years in the making. (Garland was 13 years old when she sang "La Cucaracha" in a film short.)

The first Tokin' Woman I caught was Bessie Smith, with copy that said, "Pioneering African American blues women such as Bessie Smith sang about the virtues of economic and sexual independence from men...in 'Any Woman's Blues' she laments her affections for a man who continues to let her down." Smith also sang about reefer in "Gimme a Pigfoot" (1933). 

Included in the exhibit are Billie Holiday's 1939 recording of "Strange Fruit" and the Aretha Franklin album cover, "Young Gifted and Black" (a Nina Simone song), in front of the dress worn by Billie Jean King when she defeated Bobby Riggs in the 1973 "Battle of the Sexes." 

Very Important Pothead Kareem Abdul-Jabbar's jersey (#33) is included, along with a photo of Kareem executing a sky hook, and the text, "Basketball great Kareem Abdul-Jabbar ended his 20-year run in 1989 with a career 38,387 points, an NBA record that held until 2023...Early in his career he united his interest in Black history with his religious conversion to Islam and dedicated much of his time to social justice movements." Kareem made a study of the science on marijuana while a student at UCLA and decided to try it. He continues to activate with thoughtful commentary on his Substack site. 

 

Willie Nelson's red bandana is in the exhibit, and the accompanying text calls him a "bandana-wearing country music outlaw." It continues, "As the wolves of Wall Street prospered from Reaganomics, farm families struggled with doubling debt, interest rates at a staggering 21.5%, and collapsing crop prices.....Willie Nelson and other musicians took up their cause in a series of Farm Aid concerts that raised millions and moved a rural crisit to center stage." While wearing his iconic red bandana, Nelson recently chatted with Kaitlan Collins about the time he smoked pot on the White House roof during the Jimmy Carter administration.  

 

Presented along with the chairs sat in by Edith and Archie Bunker on "All in the Family" and Mr. Rogers' tennis shoes are the bullwhip and leather jacket Harrison Ford sported as "Indiana Jones" and a costume worn by Lucy Lawless as "Xena: Warrior Princess" (shown). Ford has never come out as a pot smoker, although some like Bill Maher have called for him to do so. Lawless came out as a supporter of medical cannabis in her native New Zealand in 2016. 

Sandwiched between a dress worn by The Supremes and Phyllis Diller's wig, gloves, and cigarette holder, a sort-of psychedelic poster (shown, above) is included with the sign, "Can you find the bands The Fugs and The Grateful Dead? Beat poets Alan Ginsburg and Neal Cassidy?" Beside a photo of a sign announcing an Acid Test, the caption says, "Many young Americans turned to countercultural entertainments, including recreational drugs, in hopes of finding themselves. In 1965 author Ken Kesey hosted the first of what he called 'Acid Tests,' parties fueled by the hallucinatory drug LSD, popularly known as acid....Acidheads sought pleasure and mind-altering insights, but recreational use of LSD sparked intergenerational debate about social norms and mainstream values." The debate continues: On a recent podcast, Joe Rogan and Matthew McConaughey discussed the nature of history of psychedelic experiences. 

Also depicted are Ellen DeGenreres's coming "out" and The Dixie Chicks' protest of the war in Iraq, asking the question, "When you protest what you feel are unjust or unnecessary acts by our government, are you a patriot or a traitor?" 

Already the Trump administration has scrubbed mention of his impeachments at the greater Smithsonian, and he has laid out his objections to the institution here. See it while it's still around. 

Around DC, I saw a few groups of National Guardsmen / other LEOs hanging around, not on patrol and looking bored (three at the Washington monument, six at the Lincoln). Tourists seemed largely ethnic (Asian, East Indian). Cab/Uber drivers all Arab. Service workers (restaurants, etc.) all Hispanic or Black. We are a melting pot. 

 

Another exhibit we saw, "The Two Georges" at the Library of Congress, quotes King George as saying George Washington would be the greatest man in the world for stepping down from office (something Trump ought to learn). Washington’s farewell address upon resigning the presidency, included in the exhibit, is read every year on his birthday in the Senate.  

The next day, I traveled to Washington's home Mt. Vernon, where I found out that this year's hemp seedlings there were eaten by geese. Since staffers had to go through much rigamarole from the state of VA to grow them, they decided not to replant this year. Generally they grow and process it onsite, I was told. I got to the spinning house where hemp is mentioned as a crop Washington grew. The period-costumed spinner there said it didn’t have to be carded as finely as linen, since it was mostly used for rope. 

It was also noted by our Mt. Vernon guide that while Washington had to be talked into opening a distillery, he at one time ran the biggest one in the US, after switching to growing wheat when the price of tobacco dropped in Europe. It was Treasury secretary Alexander Hamilton’s idea to place an excise tax on whiskey; he was a city boy who didn’t understand that subsistence farmers needed a cash crop. Washington reportedly didn’t feel the pinch at his level of production, and used his troops to enforce the law against the Whiskey Rebellion. 

 

I hear that today, a group of citizens that has walked from Philadelphia (once our nation's capital) to DC will present a copy of The Constitution to Congress as part of the We Are America march. As Trump continues to dismantle our Constitution and any dissent from the press while targeting left-wing groups and suspected narco-traffickers,  sending in troops to Memphis and betraying our country while enriching himself, let's keep the protests going.  

The Day Georgio Armani Died and All the Dominoes Fell (for Me)

When fashion designer Georgio Armani died on September 4, commentators noted how influential the Armani suits were as worn by Richard Gere in the 1980 film "American Gigolo." The plot had Gere's character, a male prostitute, framed for a murder after he begins an affair with the wife of a California senator and his handler sends him on a kinky sexual assignment. 

Sexual blackmail is the undercurrent of much of our politics these days, as the Jeffrey Epstein scandal comes close enough to Trump for him to pull out every possible distraction he can.  It made me think of the handmade sign I saw held by a Russian man at the "pussy power" march I attended after our Groper- and Grifter-in-Chief was first elected: "Trump is Kompromat," with a hammer-and-sickle image. 

The sign-carrying man told me that Putin commonly used sexual blackmail to control his political puppets, and Kompromat is what such compromising evidence is called. At the time, it had come out that Trump was involved in a "golden showers" event at a Russian hotel, and it was thought that could be enough to put him under Putin's control. 

Nowadays, Epstein's partner-in-crime Ghislaine Maxwell, after being interviewed at length by Trump's former lawyer, was quietly moved to a low-security prison, the first prisoner to be so transferred after a child sex trafficking conviction. 

Suddenly, this meme (above) popped up on social media, alleging that Maxwell's father developed the KGB "honeypot kompromat" scheme, which seemed to connect a lot of dots. I tried checking it out and was only able to confirm that Robert Maxwell was thought to be a triple agent, with ties to Israeli and Russian intelligence. Many mysteries remain, such as how Epstein amassed his wealth, what happened during the missing minute of videotape on the night he died in prison, and how deep his connections were to Trump, Bill Clinton, and many, many others. 

Sept. 4 happened to also be the day that many of Epstein's accusers appeared at a press conference in Washington, DC. Meanwhile, a second meme (below) popped up connecting Trump's mentor Roy Cohn (as depicted in the once-censored movie "The Apprentice") as also involved in sexual blackmail.  

Cohn was Sen. Joseph McCarthy's henchman during the shameful HUAC hearings that ruined many careers after people in the film industry were branded as communists and blacklisted by the studios.  

Which brings us up to today's news that actor, film industry leader, and activist Robert Redford has died. 

Redford appeared opposite Barbra Streisand in "The Way We Were," set during the 1940s when HUAC was in action. After reading (actually, listening to) Streisand's  autobiography My Name is Barbra, I was struck by the description of the scenes that were cut from the film, to de-politicize it. Now watchable in an extended cut of the film released on its 50th anniversary, the scene where Katie (Streisand) and Hubbell (Redford) break up originally centered on her having been snitched on to the HUAC committee as a communist. She sacrifices their marriage to save his reputation and career, not because of his brief infidelity (as the film puzzlingly depicts). 

Redford was vocal about his opposition to Trump's dictatorial ways, and now that rounding up liberals and their supporting organizations has been called for in the wake of the Charlie Kirk shooting, it's looking more and more like McCarthyism every day. With a lot of Kompromising material thrown in. 

UPDATE 9/19/25: Much to my horror, I saw Steve Bannon on his "War Room" podcast this morning touting the 2009 book "Blacklisted by History: The Untold Story of Senator Joe McCarthy and His Fight Against America's Enemies," which he said Ann Coulter called the most important book next to the Bible.  According to its Amazon page, Author M. Stanton Evans "presents irrefutable evidence of a relentless Communist drive to penetrate our government, influence its policies, and steal its secrets."

In between shilling for a company that sells gold and spouting his usual dangerous nonsense, Bannon was derisive of people calling for unity after the horrible, indefensible Charlie Kirk shooting. You can have your kumbaya moments, he said, but I'll only call for unity after we've won, and only on our terms. After the attack on Paul Pelosi, Kirk said on his podcast, "Why is the conservative movement to blame for gay schizophrenic nudists that are hemp jewelry makers breaking into someone's home -- or maybe not" before suggesting "some amazing patriot" ought to bail Pelosi's attacker out. In recent weeks, Kirk came out against rescheduling marijuana and continued to call for the release of the Epstein files. None of which, or any of the many other disturbing things he said, means that he deserved to die, nor did Jimmy Kimmel or Stephen Colbert deserve to be silenced.  

Women Get Short Shrift in Hank Williams and Leo Tolstoy Biopics

So, finally women's stories (aka herstories) are being told, but often through the lens of men. Two biopics I tuned into of late tell the story of women married to famous men, and the miserable lives they lead trying to steer their husbands away from their demons, and have their own ambitions squashed. 

First I watched I Saw the Light, the 2015 biopic of Hank Williams, who penned an astonishing number of great country songs in his short life.  Bob Dylan has named Williams as a key influence in his work (just after Woody Guthrie). Nora Jones and Dylan are among the many artists who have covered Williams songs. 

Tom Huddleston as Williams is sufficiently lanky, and does a fine job singing and moving like Hank did onstage, even on "Lovesick Blues," with the characteristic yodeling that earned Williams the moniker "Lovesick Blues Boy." The song's performance at his 1949 Grand Ole Opry debut is depicted, without showing the six encores he earned that day. 

We see precious little of Williams's performances in the film, which instead focuses on his turbulent relationship with his first wife, Audrey Sheppard—well played by Elisabeth Olsen—and his mother, played by the always-excellent Cherry Jones. As depicted, Sheppard, a singer/songwriter herself, did much to advance Williams's career, and wanted to share the spotlight with Hank, but she wasn't considered an asset to his career by the (male) musical hierarchy. Hank's alcoholism and womanizing, along with the usual life-on-the-road challenges, helped to tear their marriage apart just before his tragic and untimely death in a car accident in 1953, at the age of 29. 

Using her married name Audrey Williams, Sheppard did have a recording career, starting with "Leave Us Women Alone," where she seems to have had her say at last. 

Next I watched "The Last Station," depicting the last days of Russian author Leo Tolstoy, in an Academy Award-nominated performance by Christopher Plummer. Playing his wife Sofia "Sonya" Tolstoy is the also-Oscar-nominated Helen Mirren, depicted largely as a money-grubbing shrew objecting vehemently to the machinations of his acolytes, who encourage him to give away his personal property and the copyrights to his books, instead of leaving them to his wife and children, (The couple had 13 children, 8 or 9 of whom survived into adulthood.)

Raised in wealth and privilege, Count Tolstoy enlisted in the Army after gambling debts ruined him. Horrified by the death toll and brutality of war, and inspired by Victor Hugo's Les Miserables, he wrote the sweeping War and Peace, considered by many to be one of the best novels ever written. At one point he went to live among the Bashkirs, a Turkish sect associated with cannabis. 

Tolstoy became a "spiritual anarchist" and pacifist, and his ideas on nonviolent resistance, influenced by the teachings of Jesus in the Bible—as expressed in such works as The Kingdom of God is Within You (1894)—were an important influence on Mahatma Gandhi, among others. In his last novel Resurrection (1899), the nobleman Dmitri Ivanovich Nekhlyudov realizes that the earth cannot really be owned and that everyone should have equal access to its resources and advantages, hinting that Tolstoy had such a view. 

The daughter of a court physician and named for Sophia, the goddess of wisdom, the Countess Tolstoy's maternal great-grandfather, Count Pyotr Zavadovsky, was the first Minister of Education in Russia's history. On the eve of their wedding, the 34-year-old Tolstoy famously shared with his 18-year-old bride his diaries, detailing his many previous sexual relations, and the fact that one of the serfs on his family's estate had borne him a son. 

Mirren is shown acknowledging this in "The Last Station," and lamenting the fact that while she was an early editor on her husband's writing (copying the lengthy "War and Peace" six times), now she "didn't matter." Sofia was left to shoulder the burdens of running the family farm and raising their children, while dealing with Tolstoy’s disciples showing up and living on the family estate. She contemplates killing herself with an opium overdose, and when Leo leaves her at the very end of his life, she tries to drown herself and is kept from seeing him before he dies. A tragedy as great as the fate of Anna Karenina. 

Sofia's diaries weren't published until 100 years after her death, reportedly because Russian authorities did not want negative press on Tolstoy. Her plight brings to mind the famous quote by Karl Marx's mother, who reportedly said, "If only Karell had made capital instead of writing about it." 

Both stories made me think of the memoir of Carolyn Cassady, the wife and mother Neal left behind while he took off On the Road. I'll be reading Sofia's diaries and listening to more of Audrey's music. 

Pitcher Tug McGraw on Smoking Grass (not Astroturf)

I did some investigation after spying a meme purporting that pitcher Tug McGraw once said, when asked if he preferred grass or Astroturf, "I don't know, I never smoked Astroturf." Turns out, it's true, and there's more to the story.